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One day suddenly you have this perfect life. You have a beautiful house, actually you have two houses. Two rooms for your own and a bunch of copies to study. And you haven't hang out for a long time. People are just happy that you suddenly settle down. Nobody can't settle down when you're 19 years old. They don't realize that as human beings things can't be perfect. And you just wish for something to happen. These things are as easy as you can visualize them. Then the friends notice that all this life around you. And that you're just 19 years old and that you need something else. And get drunk and say stupid things and stop being like that. They take you to met those things. Then the chaos, the years, the music, the bars, the new people, the old people, the new size, and all that stuff spinning all over your head. Suddenly once again I have this perfect life and I have this chaos. Seems that I'm giving up to all these.