plain and simple

the truth is i lie. i lie often. my last lie was making a deal with a guy. the deal was fair. i did it because i want to feel a warm word. but i lie to myself. i finish saying all the truth and thinking that my life sometimes is not as good as i might think. and i just pretend to have this pink view. and everyone is expecting something different. and i want to hide away for years in books and reach i point i can grow up. and finally i'll be 27 years old and still a girl in high school. i would hide in bathrooms and in words, and in books again. and things won´t be easier this way or the other. perhaps i'll be messed in my life. karma would get over me and will ask me for the truth. i will answer as plain and simple as i can.