so this is the deal... i'm 21 years old... i'm a little bit drunk. i don't want to fall in love this year. please give me the chance to get prepared for the next years cause being lonely feels not that fucking bad... because no one can barely miss me... because i look skinny and i'm not that fuckin' happy i used to be when i was skinny... because everyone has the luck to find a significant one ... and because i'll find mine at the age of 40 and something really bad like a cancer (or he may be married) will not let me be with my significant one...

today i saw soda's concert today was a fucking cool bday