myself

Sometime you realize you love your busy life cause makes you fucking happy not being able to think in anything at all. Sometimes I wish I live in other city and have another name and other age; like you know when people just vanishes. I don't vanish because I'm part of everything and nothing at all. Because I just forgot everyday I'm 21 years old and that I should have safe sex(like if something like that was true) with many people. And kiss strangers and watch the sunrise with someone I truly love and deserves me. Then I realize those things are bullshit. I'm able to be myself with myself. I don't need nobody that just will try to mess me up, I'm an specialist in those things. I have lots of lyrics of love and sex. Sometimes I ask myself if I already know what love is. Then suddenly I'm these girl that knows every part of body and how to use it. I'm just happy with who I'm. No matter if I have an exboyfriend that need a beautiful girlfriend, or if people just falls in because I don't believe they could. But happily ever after stories doesn't have doctors. So just ask me if you can hug me and kiss me, and forget that I believe in myself.