Things that breaks my heart.

• Mom telling me she's used to be not tolerated because of her diseases. She saids people has tabus that you have deal with it.

• People changing. All you need and think it was there is now gone.

• My little sister saying all she wants is just a sister like me.

• Not able to use certain clothes.

• People trying to make me feel wrong and lost.

• Fighting and screaming without caring in the moment.

• Having the feeling that you live just because you're in automatic and everything seems nice as long as you continue that way.

• Mom wishing she could have a future.

• Myself wishing I can have a future for me,her, my sis and dad.

• The pressure in my chest. The headache, fatigue, the heat, everything.

• Writting this stuff. I need seriously to make something to stop it.